2008年12月5日 星期五

Dear parents&recently life

This Saturday is my mom's birthday. I bought a woolen coat for her. My mother is 40 more years, when I was a freshman, I always ignored my parents. For example, most of time my mom called me, I always wanted to hang up in a short time because I "thought" I was too busy to chat with my mom. But I am regretful now because I know everytime I said I was busy was an excuse. I just thought I wanted more time can belong to myself. Now, I realize the feel to find an excuse. It tastes badly maybe a couple of months, or a whole year later. After I am sophomore, I am wiser than before. I learn that time is fleeting, and if I do not cherish something, then the so called something will gradually disappear someday. I am afraid of losing something...
This semester, I chat with my mom on telephone more times . I know she care me a lot, always asked me if I had wore enough clothes, or if I need something and then they can bought for me. My father and mother is my beloved people in the world. They know my thoughts, what I like to eat,..etc. Therefore, I think it's the time to be mature. I cherish everyday as well as avoiding making them worried about me.
Recently I am not happy. Frankly speaking, I don't like any feel of any superior or inferior, especially within friends. Why can't we be friends? No better one,no worse one? NO EVERYTIME!!! GODDAM !!!!!!!!!!!! I tell my myself, I am the best one. PS. When could I find a true firend?

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Vivi 提到...

I hope that I'm one of your true friends...